Changing two little things have made a big difference to me, and brought me to phase J. Of course I have no true idea what these letters represent . . . solely a feeling . . . but perhaps one day I'll be able to effectively communicate them to you.
For now I'm excited to proceed with Pigeon 2. One of my favorite people said to me last night, "Pigeon is becoming Swan." After my mini-makeover (had her hair did), today I'll give her facial reconstruction and work on her body. And soon the outside world will want to peek in. I'm so excited I could just spit.